I think I'm done

I'm done.

I'm beyond tired
beyond the pursuit
beyond the struggle
beyond anything really.

A part of me is just...
had given up trying to
change my life since
life won't even budge
doesn't even care
just a cold, lifeless
indifference.

Why even bother.

How do I even overcome
my fear of rejection that
which is a false fantasy
a fake silent assumption
paralyzing me my whole life!

How do I have a mindset plus how to embody a "nothing to lose" vibe attitude.

I failed.

Instead continuing riding
the pity-party train on myself.

I'll do this instead.

Do nothing.
Then let go.

The nonsense,
wasteful things,
everything that
doesn't serve me
anymore.

What can I do
when life is a bigger
asshole than you
that's coercing you
into one pointless,
useless direction.

You just let go man.
Hope for the best.

It's not the best option
It's all I got!

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