Tired of waiting... doing nothing

Tired of staring at the wall senselessly
waiting for something to happen.

Feeling useless, powerless... like a victim
am I gonna forever be in spectator mode?

I'm going nowhere 
My life is going nowhere
I'm beyond stuck
It's like life just halted
given up.

How do I fix this?
HOW DO I FIX THIS!

I'm shouting at the heavens
yet it don't hear me
why bother!

It's worse... I'm like an NPC
no agency, no choice
nothing.

Why am I here!
I feel like I'm just wasting time
and there's nothing I can do about it!

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