Stuck!

Surrounded by an invisible wall
hammering it with my fist
banging and banging it
The fate and forces are deaf, blind, 
and mute to my cries... my pleas.

What am I even doing?
All this aimless, useless
forcefully going into one direction
even the fate and forces deny me that
assholes... all of them!

I might as well give up
let go... release all the cares,
unclasps my worries
let the dice fall wherever they may.

I'm done being stopped by fear!
It's like a bullshit, invisible, barless
prison of the mind... a mirage.
Like a scam artist that has been
conning us thru out our lives.

I'm so done with it!

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