Words

All these words
feels like static noise
useless, random
worth nothing.

Why do I even bother
writing these words
It does not even give
me anything of value
useless, meaningless 
not even practical
and useful.

It feels I'm just mentally
vomiting shit hoping
something good will
unfold out of this nonsense.

You're an idiot, you're delusional!

These words does not even
contribute to awareness just
useless self-consciousness!

What am I even doing
just forcing things
will only lead to nothing.

Useless, meaningless words
you can't even be a boon to me.

You're a senseless mirage
that means nothing
and worth nothing
zero.

I should just give up
and do nothing
that's all I can do.

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